Past shadows in the unsmoky screen:Removing the fog, connecting the dots

© Paola Blondet 

One very good thing when you finally can retrieve memory of too far away events is that your brain becomes as perfectly tidy as an optimized SQL database. 

And this is exactly what is going on with me. From the past what where shadows in a smoky screen, as the memory was confused maybe because of the shock which I felt when I interacted with such creepy people online and also in the real life 

Overcoming the confusion made of doubts and residual fears, or resistances, now in my mind I have reached so much clarity that it can be extensively be portrayed as a veritable database with all the folders of memories in alphabetical and chronological order. 

If you are wandering why didn't I call the police, the answer is simple: in Italy nobody goes to jail only because of spoken words, and in case of cyberbullying if the people, as they did, keep on use aliases and fake ID's, use Vpn's and then they delete the Logs, it is pretty impossible to denounce them.

After this necessary intro and disclaimer I will now go on telling you everything 

Revolver

I have chosen this video as a metaphor, in which the cage is represented in the reality by the mindset of those people who cannot understand the real dangers and because of the last scene of this video in which I feel like Jason Statham in its role in this movie, because you are going to read here below the reasons why. No violence incitement purpose is intended to be offered by me. ©Paola Blondet 

Disclaimer: ⚠️

⛔I do NOT normalize NOR endorse pedophilia, nor do I normalize nor endorse LGBT identities. My observations are based on specific contexts I have witnessed, where certain individuals attempted to manipulate or overlap these two worlds for their own agendas. Highlighting such overlaps does not imply generalization nor condemnation of LGBT communities, but rather points to disturbing cases where criminal behaviors sought to exploit such social spaces. ©Paola Blondet La Trovatella Digitale, The Digital Foundling, author of this very Blog hosted by Blogger©

What I am going to tell is only delicate as the thematic requires to be conscious and just and not to excessively abuse of this issue which is a cancer in all the societies of the World and it is one of the most ancient vices of many men. 

It has to do with some men feel attraction for minors. 

The laws of Italy, luckily, are very strict in this sense and a lot of such people have been arrested already. That's why such individuals here tend to try to create a "propaganda of normalization" of such crimes, oftenly exploiting circles of LGBT and similar others. 

There are very skilled manipulators among them who try to create doubts on the sexuality of the people. 

To me they didn't create any but I urge to point out that - for familiar and personal reasons from 2016 until 2019 I was investigating the ARCI network on behalf of my lawyers, to check if certain individuals who once were against my family, were exploiting that circle. 

Despite never have had any relationship with people of my same sex gender, I used to attend some local event and even only 1 time a Gay Parade in June 2018 so that I would had scan the people who were present there in that parade. 

I can still remember that someone shot me a photo. I suddenly smiled with few conviction in my mind. 

Naturally my face looks like happy even when I am concerned, so it was not difficult for me to lie to the cameras.🐧😘🤡🥷

Yes I am a kind of Trickster and I like to be that 😎🤟

As I was saying in Italy luckily the people who indulge in suspicious activities with minors go to jail, and Hallelujah thanks to our Law and order that things are like that. 

Instead Russia and India are two places in which (like in Afganistan, Thailand and other Asian places) this horrors can be committed and nobody will go to jail. 

In the ARCI local circle, according to my infiltration and observations, there were some people who by verbal speeches tried to normalize the interaction with minors, even if there were no minors present in those events, luckily for them. 

This sort of topics were really disturbing and it was very hard to digest these but I am confident about the presence of agents in disguise who monitored everything and eventually filed complaints. 

I was not acknowledged of the full names of these people. 

What I am going to reveal was  a series of happenings which I have witnessed only through words of mouth from the main interested people, A. S. as a young cameraman and a friend of him R. L. 

These people were harvesting acolytes and exploiting social clubs and pubs in order to seek attention and to normalize their ideas, alleging in their opinions that even a lot of judges, law people and medicist were thinking in the same way of them, that is, that doing something with minor people would have been considered normal. 

They didn't disclose their crazy ideas during the ARCI meetings but they did that once in front of me in a diner pub, one night in 2018.

From Necessary Separation to Shadowy Groups: A Genealogy of Digital Revenge

The focus and summarize events:

Between 2011 and 2018, two figures — an Italian known as A. S. and a Russian known as S. G. — worked around local television stations as cameramen. 

In the light of my story with the Hindu Chat Telegram groups started in 2018-2019 they seemed marginal figures but behind the scenes they cultivated disturbing habits and ideas as said on the above. 

In 2018, A. S. revealed behaviors that were impossible to tolerate: he spoke obsessively about minors, with disturbing fixations. At that point, he was cut off by me from my life. 

This rupture generated resentment — A. S. wanted revenge.

He kept on following me with his car until may 2018 when I told him to stay away from my life, otherwise I would had call the law enforcements. 

 

S.G. instead was a quite mysterious Russian guy who once lived in Lomellina between 2010 and 2018. He appeared as very skilled with Sony Vega for video editing during that time. And he was a close friend of A. S., working in the same field of him. Also S. G. was pretty weird and disturbing as a kind of guy, he looked like someone who was to much obsessed in the relationship with his mother in his 25's years old. 

After that period I didn't have any news about him but in 2017-2018 A. S. popped up in my life and told me that he felt sad because he broke up with her girlfriend. 

He wanted to have a sexual adventure with me some months after that. 

Initially I thought that he was a normal person but after 4 months I realised that he was not mentally stable. He attended circles of people who engage in love relationships in 3 to 4 companions simultaneously and in which nobody must feel jealous of the other. 

He tried to manipulate me in that but I categorically refused this approach and I separated from him even as a friend after that. 

A. S. was very influential because he used to work for one of the local televisions of my city. 

So he started to try to isolate me but he saw my resilience and resistance. 

In the meantime he was working hard in order to normalise his illegal vices. 

By 2018, Telegram had become a fertile ground for opaque groups. But I didn't have had any negative experience until 2020-2022 and specifically and more during 2021 in which a lot of these opaque hybrid transnational networks were taking advantage of the COVID pandemic restrictions as the lock downs in order to perpetrate cyberbullying and violence online. 

From 2018 to 2020 interactions in the Telegram Hindu Chat groups were normal, that's why my poor brain was not able to connect the dots until I used the Palo Alto feedback techniques (which are better than many other sponsored hypnosis techniques as for my brain structure personal experience). 

Thanks to this powerful resonance and feedback techniques I transformed my brain into a living archive and that's why I call my writings collections an "Atlante", that is Atlas. 

The more I write, the more I feel beneficial effects. Much more clarity, less psychic resistance and fear. 

I can tell that my past rigidity which created that "foggy cover" to such memory compilations, has been created by my mind in order to protect myself from the disgust, the pain and the disturbance which an ethical individual such as myself can feel and indeed did felt when in front of something like those topics. 

I may look like a Puritan Quacker to many readers but my mind structure is pretty simplified :

I cannot accept that similar ARCI topics would become normalized, because for my mind brain structure, these are abnormals. 

You can call me "limited in the mind", yes in this case I am very happy to be that much limited and do you know why? 

Because the Italian Law thinks exactly like I do in this case. So I feel that I am on the right side. 

Between 2021 and 2022, Hindu-themed chats hosted  disturbing conversations about minors alongside episodes of laming, death threats and cyberbullying. It is plausible that these groups were the indirect stage for A. S.’s revenge, masked as collective dynamics.  

In may 2018 A. S. swore to me by  verbal speech that he would had hurted me for revenge as I was casting him away, abandoning him.

His eyes betrayed a severe kind of schizo affective and obsessive compulsive behaviour leading Narcissistic disturbs. 

Thus I simply cutter him off from my life but until now I wasn't able to link him to my happenings in Telegram Hindu Chat groups. 

What once seemed chaotic and disconnected now reveals itself as a thread of digital revenge:  

- A. S. as resentment and manipulations.  

- S. G. portrayed as a “Russian with advantageous interests.”  

- Telegram groups as the terrain of attack and bullying.  

Denunciation and archiving transform this dark knot into operational memory: a seal of self‑defense and resilience.  

The story of A. S. and S. G. is not just personal. It exemplifies how private grudges can infiltrate digital systems, turning chats and platforms into instruments of revenge. To archive and denounce is to overturn: to transform wounds into an Atlas of clarity.

What it can be said furthermore is also that, as already investigated in many documentaries about the pro Kremlin and Russian criminals and intelligentsia, there are Russians tasked to harvest acolytes among mentally disturbed people, pedophiles and narcissistic people, other than among narcos and drug addicted. 

These people well reflect the Pavlovian structure of the FSB of creating "armies" of mentally ill people in order to be protected and perform aggressions in other lands external to Russia. 

Once upon a time it was the Kgb which did the same of the FSB now.

Now they "improved" (ironically said).

So if you want a realistic frame to be carried out in the geopolitical dimension, I think that there's a quite interesting thread to follow:

- people who indulge in abnormal sexual activities and illegal associated crimes are oftenly protected by Russian criminal syndicates, which in turn revolve around India, Thailand and Afghanistan, wherein child trafficking and crimes against minors are still not punished. 

I was not aware of this problem in 2018, so my mind considered the bad meetings with A. S. the cameraman as a standalone issue. 

My mind now, thanks to Palo Alto, became as much improved as a frontend compiled in AJAX and Reactive. 

So if among the readers there are still those creepy individuals, I warn them not to disturb me because police is very close to my house. 

Peace Out. 

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